Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Maybe for those yg taktahu diriku, they will say ''Muja memang takde keje. Dok berjalan je memanjang macam takde benda lain nak buat. Dah lah bla bla bla..'' Thank you so much because not knowing me and then judge me just based on what you see. Thank you weh. Thank you. Aku memang malas ah nak poyo apa rutin harian aku, bila aku boleh rehat, berapa indicator keletihan aku, mcm mana diet makanan aku and sebagainya. Untuk apa? Untuk buktikan yg kau salah? Buang masa aku je.
Apa yg aku tahu, and apa yg aku nak korg tahu is, aku sangat gembira, aku sangat enjoy, and aku sangat appreciate doing what i done now. Daripada konteks kerja, rehat, bangun pagi, berjalan, konvoi with them and everything, aku sangat gembira, tak kira lah from deep of my heart ke or on the surface of it. Kalau aku buat apa yg aku tak nak, and i'm not enjoying it, yg memaksa aku boleh ganti balik precious time aku yg sepatutnya diisi dengan meaningful experience aku? Boleh? Tak kan? Just put the situation on yourself lah, okay.
And kalau ada pape yg kau rasa ''Wahh Muja buat salah, harus kutuk die, marah die habis habisan ni!'' sebab apa yg kau nampak and, yeah, logically takmasuk akal tu, apa kata ask directly on me, why, why that happen. I insyaAllah have good reason for that. Then baru lah nak judge aku. Okay? Tak cool gila kalau main shoot orang mcm tu. Lagi memalukan bila pong pang pong pang dok cakap orang buat salah tu lah, ni lah, last last sekali, lahhh kau pong buat benda yg sama ke? Lagi over pulak tuu. Kalau nak ikut su'udzon aku, serious aku boleh je judge mcm tu. Tapi humanity should beat prejudicity oh.
Anyhow, semalam i joined their seconf convoi which is lagi ramai orang datang and i really love to reunite with my 2 months cfs's friends of mine which are sangat sangat cool and happening gila!
Oh and i met Iman yesterday, waktu hantar few of my friends yg stay cfs and waiting for the boys solat maghrib :) Iman sangat cute bila hug aku mcm syg aku gila. ke kau memang sayang aku gila weh? HAHA :P
See the laughter? It's not an act.
Okay now time for posing ayu :B
Ni antara 'peserta' convoi semalam :)
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despite of the 'jamness' on highway, serious jam jam pong aku enjoy wehh :D
Semoga kenangan kite ni dapat aku bawak ke Zagazig and dapat aku guna sedikit sebanyak meredakan kalau aku tengah stress, insyaAllah :) Ayat aku mcm tunggang langgang kan? Haha. Take care gegirl and geguys :)
Assalamualaikum.
